so my girlfriend is gone and extended her trip to New York for another week so she returns next Friday which gives me even more time alone, again, something that is quite unfamiliar to me. I plan to use this alone time wisely though, as it is something I rarely get and plan to delve myself in my art and school work. I will post a more detailed post later this weekend because at this moment my mind is mush from a long week. In anticipation of being very anxious, I did practice meditation for the first time in a while which was satisfying.
Anyways, I apologize for rambling. More to come later..
I hope everyone had a happy Easter and Passover. I have been in Santa Barbara with my family and girlfriend and my dog, who has gotten a lot better. A lot has happened all of which I will share when I get back to Los Angeles later tonight, although I will probably more realistically write a more in depth update tomorrow or Friday.
My girlfriend is going away this weekend and my brother and his girlfriend are going back to Texas so for the first time in a long time, I will be home alone, which I have mixed feelings about. Anyone who knows me well, knows I don’t like to be alone at all but I also know psychologically, it is healthy to take time to be alone in one’s thoughts and feelings, a meditation of sorts.
I do plan to get a lot of stuff done this weekend and spend some time in my art studio drawing. But before that, I still have two days of school left in this week and have to study for exams as the semester is under wraps.
Anyways, thanks everyone who read this and I promise to provide a more detailed update later this week or weekend. Also, whatever art I create this weekend in my studio I will post. I am nervous about being alone but also excited to have some alone time in my thoughts and feelings, something I haven’t had in a while.