Soo I wanted to share something kind of personal with y’all. I am feeling very emotional lately and that is because on May 19th of last year I found out I was pregnant with my abusive ex boyfriends baby. To fully grasp how I was feeling at that time, I did not want kids and was in a severely abusive relationship. I eventually lost the baby in July due to the abuse but as the summer is creeping upon us, I can’t help but feel both grateful and devastated at the same time. I feel devastated that an entire year has passed and it still feels like yesterday, but I also feel grateful for the people I have in my life, especially my girlfriend because lord knows I can be a handle and she has been nothing short of amazing.
I will probably write more about this as the 19th approaches and throughout the summer.