So sorry guys I know I have been kinda busy for more in depth posts and for that I sincerely apologize. I have had a stressful week and I just found out at the beginning of the week my 15 year old dog has cancer and I made the decision to put him down. Now anyone who knows me knows that I have about 6 dogs and keep adopting more. But what makes Maverick special is that my ex and I (yes the ex that was horribly abusive and a drug addict) took care of him together and any anger he had at me and as much as an abusive prick he was to me, he loves that dog more than he probably loved me. So with all the emotions of dealing with having to put my dog down I also had to call him and talk to him, which comes with a world wind of emotions. We talked for about 20 minutes with the vet and decided that it best to put him down tomorrow. So I will promise to do a lot better with the posts as soon as everything calms down.