So, I know I’ve been slacking on the longer more meaningful posts and I promise more are to come. This week has been super stressful between exams and papers. I finally had a few minutes this afternoon to sit out on the patio and actually write something.
My girlfriend and I were supposed to go to Cabo this weekend but she came down with the flu and we realized we had way too much work to go anywhere and enjoy ourselves. We decided to actually move in together after my house is done being fixed from my oven exploding.
The bad part of my week is a little bit difficult for me to write about as it is something that is a sensitive topic. However, I have come to the realization from writing about previous events in my life that also are personal, that sharing this may be more helpful and provide clarity in the end. So, for those who have not read my previous posts, I lost a baby in the summer due to an abusive ex boyfriend who was on drugs. I had been previously with him for a long time and before he starting using, he was never violent. He eventually went to rehab and reached out to me since to try to make amends for his own personal journey in the future. This has been very hard for me to deal with as the emotional trauma he put me through but also the amount of lovely times we had together. My girlfriend has been more than supportive about it and has told me whatever I decide to do, she will understand my decision.
I don’t know what I am going to do, but I appreciate all the positive vibes in my life recently and am just taking it one day at a time. I apologize if this is a bit jumbled, I will try to be more coherent going forward.